reached school with baby very early today.. a record 730am. hehe den went fer soya bean milk while he opted fer good ol' coffee.. today's been a long day... been trying to rush the geog report together with liwei... sigh not easy though the title seems simple... got lots of help from baby.. with the editing n the forming of sentences n everything else.. thanks honey! pretty draining fer me.. n i bet it is as straining fer liwei as well.. to write stuff down in a nice report format..
yest had dinner at causeway pt with baby.. den went shopping. both of us got OP shirts n i got a new sandals as well.. enjoy shopping with him!
i like wearing like tat..slack slack.. even to sch.. op shirt n shorts n sandals.. so wad? i dont need your comments telling me if its too -slack- fer your taste. dont like? too bad. dont talk to me then. anw its jus a 2hr lecture fer me today. why need to wear til like going to town only to go home after tat? why do i even need to offer an explanation as to why im wearing wad im wearing today? come on. i dont owe any one any explanation. so U. jus. GO. AWAY. i dont need.. wrong. i dont want to see tat oh-so-mighty-fucked-up-look on your face. yup i've said my piece. n u noe something? your dressing today sucks big time. dont like wad i write? easy. dont read then. its my blog. n i can write wad i want to write.
feeling weary. no stength, both mental n physical, to continue wad im supposed to do. was feeling kinda burnt out after sat's test. cuz well its last min work after all. n right after tat gotta piah stats test. which gonna be on tmr. hadnt had a goooood rest in a long time. i need one soon. malacca malacca tis weekend. sigh adding on to e burden. i've got 2 more projects.. one due tis wed while the other due next fri, n its like one day before my bday. heh mayb i shd be happie tat at least my bday's not touched by all these "demands".
ITS MY DAY!!! i foresee sleepless nights ahead again. dreading such things - the impeding deadlines. u see? i hate doing projects. gotta do up nice nice. all those crap. arggghhh. while going thru all these.. baby's been very encouraging. thankful. n again its a big Thank You! hehe here's a pic of baby slping while waiting fer our next class. slping so soundly.
home on a wed.. woke up late as usual cuz well.. i love sleeping.
n a pretty blue mood today. muz hav been the gloomy weather n all tat rain. wet wet wet wet wet. preparing to studee now n singing along to maroon 5's song "She Will Be Loved".. love this song.
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved
here's another song.. by Kelly Clarkson "Breakaway" soundtrack from Princess Diary II. hm didnt sound nice when i heard it the first time.. guess the feeling grows with time for me.
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes til' I touch the sky
I'll make a wish
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I loved
I'll take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
haha anw was having geog tut with liwei on mon when we saw this ger with really gorgeous hair. okay n wad i mean by gorgeous? well she got those long straight tinted hair.. full of volume.. not the flat, stick-to-the-face rebonded kind.. can imagine? give u another sense.. something like michelle chia when she got those pretty long straight locks.. (not the LUX hair though!!)
dear spent all 24 hours of my bday with me.. hugs hugs hugs. managed to countdown to it.. n out of it. sort of anyway.. haha. wahah while i was sleeping.. he put his present underneath my specs.. so i could find it when searching fer specs. it was a white shirt.. too bad siah tat guy... managed to find something i like!
n fer a record.. think i slept half my birthday away.. firstly i skipped my class. ahem who goes to school on bdays anw! yup den when i wanted to change to go to town.. *bang* my cramps hit me.. -pain pain pain- all i wanted to do is jus to curl up n sleep.. n tats wad i did exactly.. n with dear beside me. haha think its the first time also tat we slept together on the same bed with the door open.. n with my parents outside... woohoo.
yup den next morn woke up late cuz of the late night... so went down straight to orchard instead with baby.. he's meeting his frens while i went to meet yan n ch where they gave me my 1st bday celebration! haha din expect tat cuz thought was jus a meeting up session.. met yan to hav "late lunch" at Crystal Jade first.. congee n seabass.. -yum yum yum- nice combination. den we went shopping n she tell me to pick a roxy shorts - my bday present. wahaha n she got the same one also.. went gaigai awhile more before meeting ch fer dinner at swensen's.. earthquake desserts. very very full now. miss them so much. haha yeah ch included. jus finished packing the stuff to go malacca tmr.. really enjoyed the night.
survived the CA this morn.. woke up extra early to make sure i wont be late k. heh received a nice morning call frm *someone* when on e way to school. thought he had forgoten abt me ah! miss him miss him. yups anw.. the CA is worth 40%. realised that only when jingyi told me. woops. worth quite alot huh. came home did abit the work den went to nap. when i woke up to a dark room. i was disorientated. was like " hmmm ? wad time is it now huh?" that kinda feeling. sigh its back to work now again at 1011pm. where's my bolster?
having another test tmr. brrrr... feeling the workload n everything else piling up. hmm.. sometimes its easier if u jus give it all up? like wad a fren said.. "jus as long can get a minimum of C can already lo.." brave words. if only i can let it go.. as easily.